Why does it feel so good to write those words?
Because I am emotionally, physically and mentally drained after this term. I am sure that the commute has a part to play and I think my re location for next term will help in that department.
Physically we don't have any many practical movement sessions as I would like but cycling has keep me active and strong so I can be pleased for that.
I love to cycle away from something and feel the freedom of traveling swiftly and independently whether in a solid direction or a meandering flow I am off somewhere.
I think because this MA is the reason I have cut of from other links and work and it isn't integrated into my life, it is my life, means that I expect alot from it. I always wanted to do something like this alongside working in the industry as normal but this isn't really happening yet.
I feel a bit stuck in this land of reflection and it's killing me softly.
But I also have a problem when I think about the next course, about going to Gaulier next year for example? do I need to this, is it excessive, my feeling is no.
So I need to be happy with my i am here now and what may happen as a result.
To write and articulate my practice is good for me, because it is hard.
Wow so many short sentences with full stops at the end, I am finding this hard obviously. The boxing off is pissing me off and it always has. How can I keep my spirit alive, the passion for doing what I do?
Okay i'm going to pack for home and continue this later.
I full term one analysis is coming! in some form anyway, i need to put it in it's place and not as an almighty weight for me to bear.
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